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Nov 5, 20245 min read
A Little Better Tomorrow
I refused to accept that I outgrew my boots too. This time I had to lose the weight, no excuses.
Oct 21, 20243 min read
F*!king Fall
Fall. The air gets crisp, the leaves turn colors and pumpkin spice fills the air. Time to get out the cozy sweaters and curl up by a...
Apr 13, 20241 min read
Pantoum of Hope
Hope is what powers me. Hope is what saved me. The best things have always come from my biggest fears. I am terrified and hopeful at the...
Mar 15, 20241 min read
The Chameleon
I thought nothing of him at the time. Would I be just a friend or something more? All I wanted was to feel alive as I drowned in...
Mar 15, 20241 min read
What's the Point?
I always felt like I was looking for a connection to something but I didn't know what. I look at my life today and it still feels so...
Oct 22, 20193 min read
Getting a Puppy Helped Me Manage Bipolar Disorder
I haven't written in a long time and an outdated blog is a pet peeve of mine, but it's just the way it goes sometimes. My mind doesn't...
May 27, 20192 min read
Soul Crushing Depression
That all too familiar feeling creeps back in. After having a brief reprieve, it returns to try to sink its teeth into my soul once more....
Mar 28, 20193 min read
You Can't Fake Being Fine Forever
I recently read an article “When Smiling Hurts: 10 Reasons People with Depression Feign Happiness” and it definitely resonated with me....
Feb 15, 20191 min read
The Process is a Balancing Act
Finding the right medication combination is a process and sometimes it sucks. I have spent the last 30+ days going through multiple...
Dec 30, 20181 min read
Unwell
The last few months have been like a rollercoaster. Even though things are going well in life, I haven't necessarily felt well. There is...
Jun 4, 20183 min read
Love Never Dies: Managing Grief
All it takes is the loss of a loved one to make you remember how short and precious life really is. It makes you realize what's really...
Apr 16, 20183 min read
Anger: An Early Sign of My Bipolar Disorder
I remember screaming at the top of my lungs until my throat hurt. I remember having argument after argument with my parents. I remember...
Nov 7, 20173 min read
8 Lessons I Have Learned About Living with Bipolar Disorder
Anyone who lives with bipolar disorder knows life is filled with unexpected ups and downs. After I was diagnosed with bipolar 2, it took...
Nov 7, 20173 min read
Never Let Go
A couple weeks ago I wrote about marriage and mental illness from my point of view. I also sat down with Joe and asked him some questions...
Oct 4, 20172 min read
4 Ways Change Affects My Mental Illness
Recently featured on The Mighty In the last five years, I have discovered that change is a trigger for my bipolar disorder symptoms....
Aug 11, 20172 min read
Even Some Doctors Don't Get Mental Illness
I should have spoken up, but I was too dumbfounded to respond the way I wanted to. For the first time, I have personally experienced...
Jul 7, 20173 min read
Never Let Go
A couple weeks ago I wrote about marriage and mental illness from my point of view. I also sat down with Joe and asked him some questions...
Jun 13, 20174 min read
For Better or Worse: Managing Marriage and Bipolar Disorder
On June 24th my husband, Joe, and I will celebrate our fifth wedding anniversary. To those who have been married for decades, five years...
Apr 24, 20173 min read
8 Things to Remember When Someone You Love Has a Mental Illness
I have Crohn’s disease. At times, my intestines are all out of whack. It even affects my eyes! If I tell someone that my stomach is...
Mar 28, 20173 min read
Hiding Behind a Smile
A smile - People put it on when they're happy or nervous. Others put it on to be polite. Some smile to acknowledge a person's presence....
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